welcome to my unhappinest

ok . all my days have ended . my beautiful 2006 is ending ..

i just wish 2007 will be better . bad fer me i ended up in em3 ;<

i just hope it will be good . i hate myself . ohmigosh !

izzit , if i started my PSLE ... i can't hear MCR music ?!

crappy ! i would cry my way out .

it's like . oh my i can't watch , i can't listen , i can't hang out .

but i only can STUDY . ARHHHHH !!!

i just want to have freedom 4ever (:

its so dredful my life going to fade ..

i hope i grow up can be nun xP

hmmm .... too bad i still have many year to go ...

haiz .. im heart broken . damn it .

if i could feel the wind blowing through my face , i will be more happier .

i either then wind . i feel thunder . tat gives my a freak .

the thunder puniish my for not studying hard for p5 .

GOD gave me a lesson . now see ?! i end up in em3

goshh . the sand is burning my feet .

the crabs are bitting off my toes ..

blood floats.. shark snatches my blood .

i jump in with great fear .

how would i live ?? wad if i fail again would i be lazy 4ever??

my life is precious to ME . and if i die , my soul would my flying in heaven .

facing the jugdement of GOD's punnishment

would i be guai (good) on the year 2007 ?

or i continue on a bad example ..

i donno , but GOD knows .

oh no .. im freaking out !!

i hate myself . even i have a nice life .

i hate it !!!! .

nothing is nice without a blanket to cuddle . :l

how i wish i would be in bed now hugging my boster tight .

dreaming about my future being a rock-star . getting to meet MCR .

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I HATE IT . i miss MCR , yet i have to go through difficult poblems ....

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i miss my frens in peace 5 . LUV ya all . mua mua mua .

..

BLAH .

is not tat i got nothing to say . i have no MOOD to do anything right now . ):